studying is the good plan

i would just be feeling so happy once i had time to do my own stuff. my own stuff means studying, sleeping, online, watching movies with TheGE, refilling my water bottles, tidy up my room, cooking, photoshop-ing my random pictures, listening to musics, drawing, etc.

i just feel that i can't do anything right now. i have no idea from where to start. i have a LOT to study instead of enjoying those slow-paced-stuff of my lives. every morning when i wake up i feel that i'm going to fail my final if i don't start studying again. well, i always end up my day being busy with so many nonsense things and studying nothing.

i have a tonnes of sport days pictures and videos to select and cut...

my laptop's memory space will be overloaded soon..

i run from here and there to shoot some nice pictures but sometime get myself disappointed with bad pictures.

my brain is full of a blender of abstracting ideas about the slide show that i'm going to present in closing ceremony.

i'm being so worry that my laptop will get sick and all my pictures and videos gone.

on another hand, i'm worrying about my practical works. (i called Carmen few days ago and told her what had happened to me recently. she asked me to buy Lakshmi sweet to those lecturers as a sign of apology.) i promise to myself that i must finish all the tooth settings as soon as possible once i enter the lab again! oh... i shall pray really hard to get their signatures too...

oh yea, after that offending incident i can make a conclusion now.

to the adverse effects,

1. i can't proceed my practical work for almost 2 weeks.
2. all the lecturers have bad impression on me.
3. my sport days mood spoilt.
4. i have spent Rs300 to buy Lakshmi sweet for them and have no idea whether they will accept or not.
5. keep worrying about my internal assessment mark.
6. might be eye-sticked by that lecturer for the rest of second year.

to the uses,

1. i learn to control my temper.
2. i know how serious it is to offend lecturer in India.
3. i appreciate the chance for attending classes and practicals.
4. i start to study.
5. i must respect the elders like how i respect my parents, even if they like insulting.
   
6. i know that TheGE will always be there for me no matter what.

there's a quote in chinese, "利用零碎的时间去做有意义的事。" which means we shall learn to use the fragmented free times to do important and meaningful things.