healthy life is going on

was planning to post this on friday actually but couldn't make use of my time. wasting a lot of precious time on chatting with frens n 客串 here n there.

i start jogging in every early morning with ci-er. wake up at 5:30am everyday! we have yoga after jogging though. =D

finally i got my own tennis racket. gloria, shien juin, evan, shawn n me went for tennis on friday morning. i was so excited to play tennis again, though the sun is really very strong n burning. actually i was scared of getting dark again like in IS last time, haha. there's only sand court in salem, dunno wat's the different compared with clay court, perhaps the bouncing different? anyway, it was my first time playing tennis on sand! well, my tennis is still sucks like when i played with min ren n karen them last time. i know where're my mistakes n i never change it. i never move spontaneously and hit the way that coach had taught for hundred times. anyway, i must learn to be a proper tennis player one day!

we went for lunch after the tennis n continue again in the afternoon. then san nv asked me to go swimming in sona college. wow we swam in india! n swimming during summer is just great enough!!! miss those days swimming with karen last time. swimming is just so calming... i wanna go again next weekend!!

so i had my metabolism rate risen to the highest for the whole friday. i had a good slumber that night...

first time experience

i joined the mix for pool competition with jye. it was one of the sport events held by vinayaka mission college. we won the first game n we got into final. (nobody knew i could play pool till they saw me there). talked a lot with jye while waiting for our turn into final. we talked bout frens in our secondary sch, really miss those days playing pool with min ren them.

the referee told us, "2 min, after this is ur turn"... jye looked at me,"2 min for a pool?" the stupid-childish local took more than 1 hour to complete their POOOOOOoooooL. know y they took so long time? besides dunno how to hold the cue properly they argued for the rules n did watever to make themselves won. every shout made us thought they had completed the game but it's not. it was our turn into the final finally.. i accidentally hit the cue ball into pocket after a strike, then the referee told me, "we have a rule for this game, if u get 3 fouls u'll lose the game. so this is ur SECOND FOUL." i was so blurred y that was our second foul as we din foul anything b4 tat. so angry that my voice is too soft to argue with them. then when the opponent hit the free ball, they said we either have the chance to move the cue ball or hit it twice without moving it. then when it's my turn to hit the cue ball twice they forgot to let me hit the second time, i was squeezed out of the crowd n the opponent thought it was her turn liao. then manveer helped me to argue with the referee, wat the referee said was, "erm..sorry i couldn't do anything." with manveer's direction luckily i hit quite some of the balls into pocket, felt so happy n panic when we still left the black ball. i worry if we would hit the cue ball into pocket again coz we still one foul to lose. i was so careful at every inch but we couldn't change the end... jye hit the black ball n the cue ball fall into pocket. =.=

however, at least we got the second place. n this is my first competition for pool, haha.

went for ping pong competion yesterday with si jie, shien juin n yew jhin. i thought i only played double with si jie but suddenly the ppl came n told me that there're 2 batches for single. wow..i played single! i was quite nervous for the first game n luckily i won! it was really tiring to play when i was feeling nervous. dunno if it was because i went jogging with yin ci in the early morning made me felt so tired after that. but i lose my final...coz i was too tired n panic. i shouldn't listen to how many points i had gotten, i should have tried my best to play in spite. anway, it was still a good news that i won the first place in female double with sijie. she's really a good ping pong player.

this is my first ping pong competition. there are so many 'first time' experiences here.

childish

i knew i had done something wrong again. i thought it is forgiven, but it's NOT. how can i always make my fren going away from me. there're no more use to put all the blames on myself anymore coz it will never gain back the original frienship. ppl has had bad impression on u already wat he sees u are only coward, faker, gossiper, lier, black sheep, rascal, ne'er-do-well.... there's no more turning back. i should have realised that i'm a person like that. such a loser. i'm not going to debate anything. i'm not good in negotiation, not good in keeping secret, not good in holding love that ppl have shared, not good in telling bout my true feelings. shipping...shipping back the one wat we used to have, K? i don want to fall into black again, it's somewhat like a hell that u never have the easy chance to flee away. i enquire my life to be filled with laughs. laughs from the heart. see...it's so far away from me. i'm a derelict.....i'm boycotted?