Monday, May 26, 2008

it's been a while since my last image post. 'm happy to share some of my recent pictures here, after procrastinate for some times.



the afternoon was just so pretty with clouds


does it look like a scene in movie?
behind the gate is our medical college.


it's not gloomy~


i've removed li gu from here!


on the brigade road


li gu with the Rs647 breakfast


乌龟车fat! =.=

an english guy who helped us to take this pic, so blur!

Wednesday, May 14, 2008

cheers~

sh*t i shouldn't have deleted my last post just now. just worried that it'd be too creepy to be read later.. wat's wrong to be emo right? quite agree with wat wan sim said in kak's comment, emo-ing is also good at sometime coz u'll get back on track after tat.

i really dunno how to answer when shien juin asked me how come my last post was so moody but couldn't even find it on my face. maybe there's rarely no reason for being moody?

well, don worry too much guys. i'm fine!

:D

Monday, May 12, 2008

WHAT CAN ATTEST THE VALIDITY OF TAO

found this article via wikipedia this afternoon after shien juin told me that yew jhin is interested in finding out wat's I-Kuan Tao. i found it very difficult to explain in english.. nevertheless, luckily there was this website written in english n all about I-Kuan Tao. i really hope that my frens will understand wat is it about, in spite of misunderstanding it as a cult.

Tao, due to its completeness and generality, regulates the totality if all beings. Many people, after receiving Tao, with their wisdom, faith, and devotion, realize that Tao is the fundamental principle that governs all things. They comprehend the truth of the universe not only through literature, but also through daily living and nature. Their faith in Tao becomes strengthened and they move forward in their spiritual life. However, for people who haven't or just received
Tao, Tao can be confirmed through revelations.

A. Anyone who has received Tao with the front door opened shall die peacefully. One proof of this is that for those who have receive Tao and died, their bodies remained soft and their faces vivid. Since the soul leaves the body through the correct exit, the corpse can actually remain uncorroded for a few days. With the most advanced modern science and technology, it is still difficult to explain this phenomenon. However, it is a FACT that cannot be denied. This has happened before in some religions, but very rarely. For people who have received Tao, this kind of testimony is ubiquitous, unless they have committed serious sins and corrupts their own mind. This can prove the soul has reached an ultimate harmony.
B. Being the superintendent of the things on earth, human beings are nonetheless weak. Since birth, we are subject to unpredictable accidents and natural disasters. There have been many people who encountered danger, used the Three Treasures with faith, and got away from the danger or reduced the damage to the minimum. Testimonies of this kind are numerous.
The above two mentioned are rarely heard of and difficult to believe, but they are the immediate security given by God once a person has received Tao. Thereafter, with each individual's faith, wisdom, and the accumulation of good deeds, one will come to know the truth more and more. It's up to you to experience the value of this treasure. I hope you will have the opportunity to receive Tao, experience it in your life, achieve ultimate perfection, and realize eternity.


here's more bout I-Kuan Tao in wikipedia. http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Yiguandao#Practices

Monday, May 5, 2008

知错

为什么长这么大还要被骂。

因为明知故犯,因为不守规矩,才会被批评。

明明人家讲热汤热水不能直接倒进种植花草的泥土里,但是我偏偏贪方便在akha的面前做出这样的丑事。结果被讲了一下,心里是很不爽,也很不甘愿的那种。然而我的真人告诉我,我真的做错事了,如果我不认错我只会变得更幼稚,更可恶,更没有道德的一只迷途羔羊。

这件事警惕了我,必须时时反省,感恩,守矩。

犯错之后常常觉得自己是个坏人,更让自己讨厌的是为什么别人总认为我是个善良的人,而自己却很清楚知道其实自己的心是多么的黑暗。那种扮好人的假人,跟鬼有什么两样。我是臭鬼。。鬼鬼鬼!!!

我下定决心,一定要成为一个实实在在的好人,不许作出一些伤害自己良心(真人)的事。

写完了,心也安了。

death = eternity

i received a msg from siew meei when i was studying with shien juin yesterday afternoon. in the msg, it's written like this, "敬慈, 国瑛走了.." at first i thought she's leaving for somewhere to further her studies but the msg was too short n creepy. i didn't have the good feeling about it, thus i made a call to siew meei.

kok ying just passed away in that afternoon.

i couldn't accept the fact, how could she die.. she's LAI KOK YING!!!!!!!!! she was so healthy, she was so optimistic, she was so playful, she was so smart..... how could it be.

how much i wish i could fly back to msia now. 'm deeply regret that i never pay a visit to her during last holiday in kk.

i miss her laughes, the way she talked, how she treasured her frens.. my heart scattered into pieces.. i lost another fren. this is the real one. she's no more in this world. together buried with her voice.

i couldn't stop imaging things that might be happened in a sudden, without my knowledge. i'm in pessimism again..(pls slap me) i should have reminded myself that life is...full of unexpectations.

maybe...
the next minute...

i'll fall down with my soup?
i'll be hit by a car?
i'll be stabbed by robber?

maybe...
the next 3 years...

i find myself having anaemia?
i'll be diagnosed that i have hepatitis?
i burn myself in the kitchen?
my nerves get paralyzed?

stupid. well, i prefer i'm the one who get injured or even die b4 any others. coz i'm too selfish.

actually i should be glad that god has brought her spirit back to where she came from right.. that's wat i should think about in spite. fortunately she got the pathway how her spirit should go, otherwise i'll feel guilty very much.

wat's the eternity one? i'd call it the soul. human body is just like a shell, that helps us physically in everything, from crawling until walking until running. but it always comes to an end when the body gets infected, travailed or degraded. the only eternity one will never die, it will go back to the place where it came from if we know where it enters on our body. that's the secret which god is wishing to tell us. i wish i could let more of my frens to know bout this, so that they will know where n how their spirits to be returned to god. it's kinda hard to convince especially ppl from different religions. the eternity one... who could understand? nobody wanna understand.