Monday, December 31, 2007

how to be mature?

so bad my half-the-way post was shut down. i cant remember wat i've written. so, i'd better write another topic.

woke up at 9 something this morning, slept back at 10am like tat after taking bfast. i seldom sleep back if i woke up late in the morning, then i had a lot of 'morning-mare' until 1pm. i hate dreaming!! i don want to dream during slumber!

WAT U DREAM REFLEX WAT U ARE.

really have no idea how to get back my study mood. i'm being so lazy since months ago, until my roommate nag me to study. i really dislike the person like me.

went to play table tennis with arthur them again this afternoon. i'm still the lousiest player, haha. really have no confident with myself.

i'm thinking, how to be a mature one? here are some of my side of views, to be a mature one, u...

1. do not get angry easily over a matter.
2. prepare to forgive other.
3. do not gossip.
4. have to be humour despite being sarcastic.
5. think out of the box.
6. can handle problem steadily.
7. do not get astonished.
8. do not get depressed easily.
9. think wat is more important.
10.keep secret.
11.do not speak harsh words.
12.love everyone, willing to help.
13.do not make urself drunk.
14.do not show off.
15.acknowledge urself every single moment.

uhmm...i think from the above, i can only do ONE out of the 15! so i still have 14 to go to be a mature person.

i must control my emotion, my love, my thoughts. i cannot simply get depressed or angry, i cannot fall in love with anyone other than him, i cannot think to the negative side. i must get more mature!! be mature!

okay, it's time for cooking now. i'll be back!

Sunday, December 30, 2007

oh the clumsy one!

in the morning, tammy's msg woke me up. i almost forgot we got to go to coffee world for group study. coz i slept at very late last night, uhm..sorry is this early morning, i slept at 4:40am! my cells are growing badly soon! tammy, san nv n me went for bfast in canteen. we had poori! tat's the nicest indian food i consider. then we went to coffee world by otto. i was flashing back a lot of past things tat happened to me, it was like watching a movie, a rewinding movie.. i understood y the adults o'wes let their children to see the good sides of them, or, guide to correct one. parenthood is really important. thank u mom n dad. i love u.

wherever my footprints were, i could hardly see those previous dented floor.

LIVING IN THE PRESENT TENSE.

i ordered a cup of apple iced tea as i used to take some sips of it last time n i really liked it. it brings u into tender-sweet time!

we got study a bit, very bit only from anatomy. found tat many things i dunno n i have forgotten. i really need long memory! i'm feeling stressed now, i'm worrying so much bout my final yet 'm wasting time here..!

we got home at 5pm. it's time for ping pong!

ying er, han han, shawn, wilson, shien juin n me went for table tennis this afternoon. it seems like taking part in our routine edi, it's really fun playing table tennis.

i think i'm the worst player among them. but my fortune was there with me, i could hit back the ball nicely without flying up high anymore! feel so proud coupling with shien juin but i o'wes make my partner lose the game.. really don have enough confident myself, i'd be stucked when they started the game. however, feel so happy tat we won in the game! first time i won game in ball de sport!! coz i really have no fate with balls, i'm so scared of them, n i never catch them well in my hand.

shien juin suggested us to play a game. which is, involving all of the players. each of us took the turn around the table, like playing chasing game, u hit the ball when it's ur turn, then after hit the ball successfully, the ppl following by u will take the turn, n u have to go to another station n wait for ur turn. ppl who din manage to hit the ball will be out n at last leave 2 ppl playing, on each place. it came to a very panic situation when u couldn't get urself in the right place to hit the ball in time. and...when i ran to hit the ball, i slipped! and.....i fell on the floor like playing a slow motion movie. it hurt my hip n wrist, luckily i din hit my head on the table, it was so lucky... if not, i'd have ruined my brain n facial nerves.

arghh..there were so much to pai seh about this afternoon in that gym room. next, i screwed up in the game, i ran to the opponent's place n i dunno there just left me n shien juin in the game! next, next, next....i think i've done many pai-seh-ing things today!

Thursday, December 27, 2007

x'mas in india

we were having the very great x'mas eve n x'mas in pidc hostel. b4 tat we were playing master n angel. my master is wilson n my angel is shawn. my master treat me better than my angel. my angel is born on the same day with me. my master is admired by someone. my master knew who was his angel when i helped him to hang the lucky leaf. i knew who was my master from the first thing he gave. via this game it seems like all the ppl getting closer n closer. but it'd be perfect if the game involved the whole batch. so sad tat some of them din get the chance to join.... feel so sorry for them. we smashed water on our master if they guess wrongly who's their angel. if we guessed wrongly, we ourselves will get the water smashed. we got to exchange x'mas gift with our angel n master on x'mas eve further on. i got very nice pressies from wilson n shawn, da soft toys really cute! later on, cyn tee called me to block 7 tat somebody wanted meet me. tat was shien juin! so unexpected he gave me a x'mas gift! i was....so surprise, so touched. quite drunk tat time after drinking some whisky with evan n thomas them. played badminton with bin er afterwards to cease my dizzy feeling, din know tat i can play better when get drunk! shien juin was very drunk n i thought he was shedding tears coz his eyes were so wet n red. on x'mas day, the next day, we had steamboat together at night. it'd be a perfect reunion dinner if the current did not get shocked. we needed to bring the induction pot to other place for current supplying n get back the pot to dome 6 again continue to eat.

after dinner continue did my biochem in san nv's room. nowadays, more n more ppl squeeze into her room. y? because she just bought something 'shawn-ing' from bangalore, a keyboard cost Rs12,000. felt so sleepy half the way doing the record book, it was 3am something edi. my determine had reached the limit, thus, i slept, though there were many ppl in the room, looking at the sleeping one.

i love pidc.

"God creates the desert so that man will appreciate the palm tree."






* shawn = 嚣张, because we have a fren, shawn, whose chinese name is 黄筱张.


here are some pics, part of my lives in pidc.


me n son nv!


me n my children!


arghh....i dunno how to shoot fireworks!


my DIY x'mas gift!


oh my master are so creative!


x'mas gift from shien juin


candy from bangalore by shien juin


international x'mas card, from siok siok!


this help my slumber...


my complete denture


i love windmill!


x'mas gift from master n angel


this is our x'mas wishing tree

Monday, December 24, 2007

what colour x'mas tree should u have?

You Should Have a White Christmas Tree

For you, the holidays represent joy and sprituality.
The true meaning of Christmas is important to you - even if you're not religious.

The holidays are a time of reflection for you.
You like to spend time thinking about what's important in life.

Your white tree would look great with: Bright, bold ornaments

You should spend Christmas Eve watching: The Nativity Story

What you should bake for Santa: Sugar cookies - served up with a tall glass of milk

QuesTioNS

Rules:-Do this tag and answer all the questions into your own blog.-Delete one question from all the questions and add one of your own questions, make sure it is 20 questions.-Tag 8 persons.

Questions:

1. What was your dream when you were a small kid?
-to be a doctor

2. What is the happiest thing in your whole life?
-i cant remember, hanging out with family gua.

3. What do you wish to have now?
-i wish i can make use of my holiday n pass my final exam.

4. How should the world be seen?
-poor n rich.

5. What have you realized recently?
-i'm such a busy-body one.

6. Do you think a day which consist of 24 hours is enough for you?
-not enough for online and studying but enough for eating.

7. When you have something which you are unhappy about, what will you do?
-keep in heart, then forget it.

8. Are you afraid of losing?
-no, if i never lose, i'll never grow up.

9. Do you think that you feel helpless, or useless sometimes?
-yes.

10. What you want to do now?
-find someone to chat. perhaps sms-ing.

11. List out 3 kind of people you hate the most.
- ppl who make frens according to benefit
- back stabber
- faker

12. What is loneliness?
- when u dunno how to think out of the box.

13. Are you satisfied with your life now?
- more than enough.

14. When was the most recent time you felt touched?
-few days ago, from the movie mahatma gandhi.

15. Where is the place that you visited and you felt the most beautiful?
- pulau sapi!

16. Use 5 words to describe who you are.
- lazy chocolate-freak blur emotional

17. If you have one wish that’ll come true, what is it?
- i want my parents to live longer than me.

18. Do you have anything to worry or to be scared about recently?
- laziness.

19. If the World is going to end, what will you do?
- go for meditation.

20. Your biggest fear now?
- final exam.

8 Persons that i’ll tag..
1. min ren
2. qiu er
3. hong er
4. li gu
5.
6.
7.
8.

arghh...san nv u're making me perturbed now! i dunno who to tag liao, seems like not much of them will view this post, n most of them seems rarely blog.

kristy in the holiday mode

wow...kristy's back to blogger! yeahss! feel so happy i can blog again in blogspot. thanks li gu for the ultrasurf. was spending the whole day editting my blogspot with san nv, really need to thank her to find back my blogging mood. i'll avoid to post the negative one!

it's been really long time i never post anything bout my lives, feel tat i've lost a lot of memories. well, some good and memorable are still there in my cerebrum ^^

it's the 3rd day of the holiday. i've wasted 72 hours doing nothing meaningful, except finished some pages of the alchemist, and learnt some new words. i think it's a wise decision for not going anywhere during the holiday, or else i'll be out of budget $.$

however, felt so happy tat some of my frens came back from their trip in bangalore. dunno how come, felt a bit empty the days without them. seems like i really get used with their existency. laugher is o'wes be there. thanks cai shan's for the black choc and shien juin's rasberry-like candy, which really make me crowned!

Monday, July 2, 2007

Friday, June 15, 2007

Tuesday, June 12, 2007

enya! she's just genius

It’s In The Rain

Enya

Every time the rain comes down,
close my eyes and listen.
I can hear the lonesome sound of the sky as it cries.
Listen to the rain
Here it comes again
Hear it in the rain
Feel the touch of tears that fall -
they won't fall forever
In the way the day will flow all things come,
all things go.
Listen to the rain ...
the rain...
Here it comes again...
...again...
Hear it in the rain ...
the rain...
Late at night I drift away -
I can hear you calling,
and my name is in the rain,
leaves on trees whispering,
deep blue sea's mysteries.
Even when this moment ends,
can't let go this feeling.
Everything will come again in the sound,
falling down, of the sky as it cries.
Hear my name in the rain.

i miss her voice when i listen her latest album. it recalls my memories especially for the last senior 2 n 3... last time, i was enjoying her songs until i feel like i'm living in uk (coz she's a british). it's so soothening de.

there is another song which is also great in her latest album, 'a moment lost', suit my feel ngam ngam-ly.

It's only now when words are said
That break my heart in two,
I wonder how you can endure
All I've said,
all I say to you.
How strong,
how brave,
how true of you
To bear the hurt I gave.
I know it tears your heart in two:
All I've said,
all I say to you.
After all the words are said,
After all the dreams we made;
Every one a precious one,
Every one a summer sun...
A moment lost,
forever gone,
Can never be again,
So know how much it means to me;
All you said,
All you gave,
All your love to me.

Monday, June 11, 2007

sot

i feel dao i'm so bad, i scolded him n then i consoled him back again. it's like teaching a kid how to behave himself. until chang kee said y i'm being so fierce to him, ha..

n then i called him back n said i miss him during dinner.

i'm typically AB type person.

sasal(tamil)=傻傻

thanks for the concerns from u all, i'm recovered finally! i can eat some biscuits already, haha.

slept a lot these few days until my roommate warn at me not to sleep so much otherwise i'll have no heart to study, haha. she's such a good roommate for me, thanks for everything tat God arranged for me, i believe everything i met there sure a reason lie behind.

dunno y feel so distanced with him edi, even cant talk so much on the phone, n i purposely wait until he asked me questions then i speak. i don wish it'd be like this but i just don feel good with it. i hate this feeling. i need somebody to cheer me up do u know.

渐渐地,我怎么觉得我们好像是两个世界的人?

Saturday, June 9, 2007

come back my appetite

已经第三天了,好害怕。。就这样没胃口的又过了一餐。

Friday, June 8, 2007

gastric? stomach ache? fever? diarrhea?

aih...still feeling like hell today, cant take in foods, feel to vomit... thanks sem guan for the milk, but i dunno if it did help me not, i just cant take in so much foods.

getting immuned with those tests, even don have fear on them edi. today biochem test was still ok for me but i dunno how much wil i get. thanks god that i got a pretty unpredicted result in my general anatomy test paper, haha. but my viva...

feel so sad when i cant give any help to a fren who is having deep problem recently. i'm not tat understanding u? ha...felt more to vomit afterward. really not feeling well...really.

i wan a deep rest. retrieving all my power back.

Thursday, June 7, 2007

alala...

woke up from a hell like nap in the afternoon again, should be because of da cup of 'neslo' (nescafe+milo) causing me to have sort of gastric pain, it's my first time i think. felt so weak after woke up, took a cup of hot salt water, i even have no energy to walk.

tension come to me again, m'dm deepti's words kept repeating in my mind, "u guys are the worst batch, y don u guys learn from ur seniors? they done well in their exams n viva, i never see such disaster test results from u all."

i'm a very weak n easily influenced person, my closed frens shall know me. but i'll forget easily too. aha.

no appetite, is it supposed to eat something to soothen the gastric pain? but i dunno whether it's considered gastric or not wor, it feels like something scratching my stomach's wall n feels like going to vomit.

sometime i wish there's someone tat i can lean at, when i feel helpless n tired. but i know i should lean at God.

biochem test tomolo, study hard n study smart! don ever compare with others!

Wednesday, June 6, 2007

a day without soul

slept at 2am this morning after a super tiring anatomy revision. cant remember at all la! my brain was fulled n i tend to give up while carmen was still teaching what are passing those foramens. felt so dizzy after all ==ate a lot last night outside with them, from cheese burger+vege wrap till chocolate fantasy cake non stop! gonna plan for a diet soon, haha.day become cooler with the plenty of rain drops during night time n strong blowing of wind. i like cold rather than hot. but i'll get sick easily during cold, ha.. weather changed unpredictably, today can be windy but tomolo can be sunny. i prefer cloudy.just back from anatomy viva, all i can say is, my performance was so sux.. i thought it would be easier to be asked by the chocolate man, who knows he kept asking those 'cold question'. where got emissory foramen oh?? u point for me la. can ask me those more important parts pls?really gotta study hard from now, should cut down my online period, really...must.

Sunday, June 3, 2007

friendship to be preserved

thanks Dr. Wong, thank u very much... ^^

feel so easy now. haha.

Saturday, June 2, 2007

sad

i cant stand it anymore, i wanna say


i'm so sad...
i'm really sad...

Friday, June 1, 2007

My Lovely Dinner


another day

it's another month! time past like rocket! everytime after monday sure will meet sunday again very soon.

so sad...cant upload pics myself, wat happened to my website? click da 'add image' icon repeatedly also no use.

feel so tired n sleepy again today, almost fall asleep during physio! luckily da madam is quite nice. i was trying to pinch my ears again n again, coz mom said it's the best solution to make u feel freshed.

must get myself to be more diciplined edi.

suddenly miss the moment of group studying spent at daphne's house, time past really fast.

i must at least finish studying physio n biochem today!

shall i have a cup of coffee not?










Thursday, May 31, 2007

thanks for the attachments!

i have such a best fren tat understand me so much n did me so many major n minor things. i know 'thank u' really cant replace how much appreciation from me to u. thanks for owes be there for me.

blurr-y day

i miss my home foods very much suddenly. dunno wat to eat edi though my food store is accummulated with my favourite biscuits n drinks.dunno y, i feel tired n sad today. my afternoon nap was like hell, slept until dunno it's afternoon, haha.. weird dreams come over n over again until i dreamt tat i swim in the air!still have a lot of books to read ah...wonder if i can pass this year not, seems like i need to stress myself to study hard again. but if laptop is placed beside me sure hard to keep my principle de, hehe..dunno if i'm too sensitive or wat, sometime i don really understand u. supposed my result is better then u might respect me more? gosh..wat am i talking bout..

trustworthy

i feel to cry when i dunno how to make decision.

i was stucked to hear that 'u must trust ur fren' when i said 'true or not oh?'

i trusted a lot of ppl tat sometime i get hurt.

god, bless me to be wiser, pls.

Sunday, May 27, 2007

~~~~~~

may peaceful atmostphere occupies everywhere.

i become a psychologist edi.

Thursday, May 24, 2007

test n exam

i think most ppl from sttss have this serious problem.. comparing their result.

actually i dislike myself of having this bad habit which owes bring me down whenever i get a lower mark than other. it feels like how come i put so much effort n cut down my online period yet i still get lower mark than those who studied at last minute. i told myself stop to think like this because it's quite torturing n i start to feel sinful myself.

wat to compare? the only person that we need to compare with is own self. who gives us stress? own self too.

let's study happily.

Friday, May 18, 2007

pls work eh

s***! how come my phone memory card cant work edi! only put in some songs then become like this liao...all da disney songs fault.

how le..cant use it to capture images anymore.

sob..

so much to study lar...so envy carmen revised for every subject taught everyday, hope this will influence me. so many names to the skull, now i can say i totally forgot wat da lecturer teach, o i should buy a skull? but don wish la. i don even consider to put my anatomy text book(which we brought to dissection hall) on bed.

feel so light n easy listening to da disney theme songs, love da 'return to pooh corner' by kenny loggins so much!

gotta cut down my calories edi, feel so uncomfortable with too much foods in my stomach.

yeahss!! finally found a fren to acc me jogging!!! wat a great thing for me since i came here! know who is she? she used to be in the same class with me during junior one, we were in J1 Ai class, she's liew han ni (simply spell), a fair n quite pretty gal for now, a year earlier than me started at PIDC here. God is so generous to me.

my sd card ah...

Thursday, May 17, 2007

lov u sista much!


got parcel from sis yesterday finally. feel so touched when i found out that there are a lot of very useful stuff prepared from her. never know tat she care for me so much. although da cadbury chocolates were molten, yet it tasted so sweet n crunchy with roasted almond inside, yumm.. so cute tat she parcel me her flavour type of chocolates. taste really not bad! pants tat she bought also very comfortable to wear, especially at the hot place here. btw, there are some 'salombas' muscle painkiller tiam, thanks thanks!


should or should not i go back during august le?? only 2 weeks, o i spend da money go for a travel at here?

lv kun!


isn't he cute? so sad he din become prince in 'gong'. haha..nonsense..

Tuesday, May 15, 2007

没话


如果之间少了沟通的默契,是不是学问上的分差? 对方想表达的却收不到。。难道是我要求太高了? 我要的,不是这些。我们的未来不只这些。。。不要为了配合我才这样。

oh my parcel!


i thought today will be a relaxing day for me but mana tau carmen told me she saw our new time table in the dissection hall, 2 PHYSIOLOGY class in the afternoon!!


told myself many times edi not to eat curry puff during intermission but then...i bought 2, 12 rupees. getting fat..


so much worries lie within myself n i feel so lost during anatomy class. i hope i can cope up with it b4 da coming viva n test. dunno y those indian can memorise so many things, is very very many.


seems like we still have problem with the accent of indian lecturers. it turned into a big joke when we were trying to figure out wat is da physiology lecturer pronouncing- 'M' into 'yiam'. chang kee, one of my sapo fren here laugh until shed her tears. oh ya, indian here owes call our first 2 name, so i'm ling ching instead of ching tze. n my fren is chang kee instead of kee ying. da funnier name, another fren shuk ting become wong shuk(in cantonese皇叔).


got my parcel finally from da lil post office. thanks mummy for buying me so much healthy foods! love ya! n thanks chou fei for the parcel very much..


so tired, still haven't prepare my dinner. after dinner sure tired to study liao de lo....

Monday, May 14, 2007

immigrate lur...


finally have a proper blog in blogger since my ex blogger acc was too old to use. i used to be a msn spaces-holic, but now cant upload any pics more thr, feel so sad to leave da spaces.. so much memories left behind, there are so much. how many frens start using msn spaces after encouraged by me, but i just leave it like this.


first post here, first year here, everything is freshly first.