Saturday, August 2, 2008

幼稚园的臭小孩

今天心情有点down,好像是因为昨晚没有睡好,加上一早出来就看见不想看到的人的脸色。总之,我还是没有办法理智地控制情绪。为什么她可以一下子对你很好,一下子对你这样冷淡,时常让我不受控制地在后面讲她的坏话。

渐渐地,我承认了自己的幼稚。

因为。。。。
幼稚的我,整天只会胡思乱想。

习惯被蛮多人认为是懒惰,不认真,不实际的我今天突然觉得这些眼光们很刺痛。本以为装疯卖傻是我的强项,其实这只是不切实际的大智若愚。当时我快要哭了~ (如果不需要看patho slide的话)

刚刚在珊女的blog看到这段熟悉的话,因为之前借了the secret给她,没有想到目前我也很需要鼓励和正面的想法。

"The reason you have to love YOU is because it is impossible to feel good if you don't love YOU. When you feel bad about yourself, you are blocking all the love and all the good that the Universe has for you."

我总是在清醒后又矛盾,矛盾后又清醒。今天和佛友在共修念经的时候,我一直想着要成为一个稳重的人,是很不容易的事情。因为我真是凡人中的凡人。如果你打我骂我讲我不理我,我一定会变成像大便一样的人,我一定整天在想自己有多么的糟糕。

5 comments:

Anonymous said...

sometime we tend to be so emotional and down, but then don't 4get that we still have to live with hope and happy...there's nth to stop you from achieving better if you want to. Don't look down on yourself when others talking bad about you; because they're not you, you know yourself better... Gambate ba my dear, put some effort then you can improve yourself d...afterall, you're not so weak though...believe in yourself oh...take care:) *guess who'm I? haha*

kristy said...

are u patricia? thanks a lot for the golden-jade-kind-advice!

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