Thursday, March 20, 2008

午雨

此时此刻,我听着claudia's theme,一面冥想着小房间的那扇绿色沙窗帘,在下雨的时分里,我看不见未来的样子。。时间并没有停留在那一刻,我也不可能一直待在那个温室里,我离夫人和爸爸的影子越来越远。。越来越模糊。我很担心,夫人思念我们的痛苦。那个家,一年里,只有几次才有我和妹妹的笑声和吵闹声。

我们长大了,父母也老了。以后再一家团聚时不知会是怎样的一个情景。有一天晚上临睡前,我问夫人,“老了的感觉是怎样的?” 夫人说,“嗯。。老了的感觉啊。。。就是比较会想很多东西,会很想捉住一样东西。但是了解留不住任何东西之后,就比较能放下。”

这次的返归,使我心酸不少。曾经是那么开心的一段日子很快又结束了。

我很喜欢下雨的午后,可是会让我想起孤单的我,我不喜欢这种感觉。

如今,我知道再多的幻想,只会让我失去更多快乐的时光。身为一个有使命的人,我不应该再原地踏步。不应该再想这么多。

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