it's been a while since my last image post. 'm happy to share some of my recent pictures here, after procrastinate for some times.

the afternoon was just so pretty with clouds

does it look like a scene in movie?
behind the gate is our medical college.

it's not gloomy~

i've removed li gu from here!

on the brigade road

li gu with the Rs647 breakfast

乌龟车fat! =.=

an english guy who helped us to take this pic, so blur!

cheers~

sh*t i shouldn't have deleted my last post just now. just worried that it'd be too creepy to be read later.. wat's wrong to be emo right? quite agree with wat wan sim said in kak's comment, emo-ing is also good at sometime coz u'll get back on track after tat.

i really dunno how to answer when shien juin asked me how come my last post was so moody but couldn't even find it on my face. maybe there's rarely no reason for being moody?

well, don worry too much guys. i'm fine!

:D

WHAT CAN ATTEST THE VALIDITY OF TAO

found this article via wikipedia this afternoon after shien juin told me that yew jhin is interested in finding out wat's I-Kuan Tao. i found it very difficult to explain in english.. nevertheless, luckily there was this website written in english n all about I-Kuan Tao. i really hope that my frens will understand wat is it about, in spite of misunderstanding it as a cult.

Tao, due to its completeness and generality, regulates the totality if all beings. Many people, after receiving Tao, with their wisdom, faith, and devotion, realize that Tao is the fundamental principle that governs all things. They comprehend the truth of the universe not only through literature, but also through daily living and nature. Their faith in Tao becomes strengthened and they move forward in their spiritual life. However, for people who haven't or just received Tao, Tao can be confirmed through revelations.

A. Anyone who has received Tao with the front door opened shall die peacefully. One proof of this is that for those who have receive Tao and died, their bodies remained soft and their faces vivid. Since the soul leaves the body through the correct exit, the corpse can actually remain uncorroded for a few days. With the most advanced modern science and technology, it is still difficult to explain this phenomenon. However, it is a FACT that cannot be denied. This has happened before in some religions, but very rarely. For people who have received Tao, this kind of testimony is ubiquitous, unless they have committed serious sins and corrupts their own mind. This can prove the soul has reached an ultimate harmony.
B. Being the superintendent of the things on earth, human beings are nonetheless weak. Since birth, we are subject to unpredictable accidents and natural disasters. There have been many people who encountered danger, used the Three Treasures with faith, and got away from the danger or reduced the damage to the minimum. Testimonies of this kind are numerous.
The above two mentioned are rarely heard of and difficult to believe, but they are the immediate security given by God once a person has received Tao. Thereafter, with each individual's faith, wisdom, and the accumulation of good deeds, one will come to know the truth more and more. It's up to you to experience the value of this treasure. I hope you will have the opportunity to receive Tao, experience it in your life, achieve ultimate perfection, and realize eternity.

here's more bout I-Kuan Tao in wikipedia. http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Yiguandao#Practices

知错

为什么长这么大还要被骂。

因为明知故犯，因为不守规矩，才会被批评。

明明人家讲热汤热水不能直接倒进种植花草的泥土里，但是我偏偏贪方便在akha的面前做出这样的丑事。结果被讲了一下，心里是很不爽，也很不甘愿的那种。然而我的真人告诉我，我真的做错事了，如果我不认错我只会变得更幼稚，更可恶，更没有道德的一只迷途羔羊。

这件事警惕了我，必须时时反省，感恩，守矩。

犯错之后常常觉得自己是个坏人，更让自己讨厌的是为什么别人总认为我是个善良的人，而自己却很清楚知道其实自己的心是多么的黑暗。那种扮好人的假人，跟鬼有什么两样。我是臭鬼。。鬼鬼鬼！！！

我下定决心，一定要成为一个实实在在的好人，不许作出一些伤害自己良心(真人)的事。

写完了，心也安了。

death = eternity

i received a msg from siew meei when i was studying with shien juin yesterday afternoon. in the msg, it's written like this, "敬慈, 国瑛走了.." at first i thought she's leaving for somewhere to further her studies but the msg was too short n creepy. i didn't have the good feeling about it, thus i made a call to siew meei.

kok ying just passed away in that afternoon.

i couldn't accept the fact, how could she die.. she's LAI KOK YING!!!!!!!!! she was so healthy, she was so optimistic, she was so playful, she was so smart..... how could it be.

how much i wish i could fly back to msia now. 'm deeply regret that i never pay a visit to her during last holiday in kk.

i miss her laughes, the way she talked, how she treasured her frens.. my heart scattered into pieces.. i lost another fren. this is the real one. she's no more in this world. together buried with her voice.

i couldn't stop imaging things that might be happened in a sudden, without my knowledge. i'm in pessimism again..(pls slap me) i should have reminded myself that life is...full of unexpectations.

maybe...
the next minute...

i'll fall down with my soup?
i'll be hit by a car?
i'll be stabbed by robber?

maybe...
the next 3 years...

i find myself having anaemia?
i'll be diagnosed that i have hepatitis?
i burn myself in the kitchen?
my nerves get paralyzed?

stupid. well, i prefer i'm the one who get injured or even die b4 any others. coz i'm too selfish.

actually i should be glad that god has brought her spirit back to where she came from right.. that's wat i should think about in spite. fortunately she got the pathway how her spirit should go, otherwise i'll feel guilty very much.

wat's the eternity one? i'd call it the soul. human body is just like a shell, that helps us physically in everything, from crawling until walking until running. but it always comes to an end when the body gets infected, travailed or degraded. the only eternity one will never die, it will go back to the place where it came from if we know where it enters on our body. that's the secret which god is wishing to tell us. i wish i could let more of my frens to know bout this, so that they will know where n how their spirits to be returned to god. it's kinda hard to convince especially ppl from different religions. the eternity one... who could understand? nobody wanna understand.

healthy life is going on

was planning to post this on friday actually but couldn't make use of my time. wasting a lot of precious time on chatting with frens n 客串 here n there.

i start jogging in every early morning with ci-er. wake up at 5:30am everyday! we have yoga after jogging though. =D

finally i got my own tennis racket. gloria, shien juin, evan, shawn n me went for tennis on friday morning. i was so excited to play tennis again, though the sun is really very strong n burning. actually i was scared of getting dark again like in IS last time, haha. there's only sand court in salem, dunno wat's the different compared with clay court, perhaps the bouncing different? anyway, it was my first time playing tennis on sand! well, my tennis is still sucks like when i played with min ren n karen them last time. i know where're my mistakes n i never change it. i never move spontaneously and hit the way that coach had taught for hundred times. anyway, i must learn to be a proper tennis player one day!

we went for lunch after the tennis n continue again in the afternoon. then san nv asked me to go swimming in sona college. wow we swam in india! n swimming during summer is just great enough!!! miss those days swimming with karen last time. swimming is just so calming... i wanna go again next weekend!!

so i had my metabolism rate risen to the highest for the whole friday. i had a good slumber that night...

first time experience

i joined the mix for pool competition with jye. it was one of the sport events held by vinayaka mission college. we won the first game n we got into final. (nobody knew i could play pool till they saw me there). talked a lot with jye while waiting for our turn into final. we talked bout frens in our secondary sch, really miss those days playing pool with min ren them.

the referee told us, "2 min, after this is ur turn"... jye looked at me,"2 min for a pool?" the stupid-childish local took more than 1 hour to complete their POOOOOOoooooL. know y they took so long time? besides dunno how to hold the cue properly they argued for the rules n did watever to make themselves won. every shout made us thought they had completed the game but it's not. it was our turn into the final finally.. i accidentally hit the cue ball into pocket after a strike, then the referee told me, "we have a rule for this game, if u get 3 fouls u'll lose the game. so this is ur SECOND FOUL." i was so blurred y that was our second foul as we din foul anything b4 tat. so angry that my voice is too soft to argue with them. then when the opponent hit the free ball, they said we either have the chance to move the cue ball or hit it twice without moving it. then when it's my turn to hit the cue ball twice they forgot to let me hit the second time, i was squeezed out of the crowd n the opponent thought it was her turn liao. then manveer helped me to argue with the referee, wat the referee said was, "erm..sorry i couldn't do anything." with manveer's direction luckily i hit quite some of the balls into pocket, felt so happy n panic when we still left the black ball. i worry if we would hit the cue ball into pocket again coz we still one foul to lose. i was so careful at every inch but we couldn't change the end... jye hit the black ball n the cue ball fall into pocket. =.=

however, at least we got the second place. n this is my first competition for pool, haha.

went for ping pong competion yesterday with si jie, shien juin n yew jhin. i thought i only played double with si jie but suddenly the ppl came n told me that there're 2 batches for single. wow..i played single! i was quite nervous for the first game n luckily i won! it was really tiring to play when i was feeling nervous. dunno if it was because i went jogging with yin ci in the early morning made me felt so tired after that. but i lose my final...coz i was too tired n panic. i shouldn't listen to how many points i had gotten, i should have tried my best to play in spite. anway, it was still a good news that i won the first place in female double with sijie. she's really a good ping pong player.

this is my first ping pong competition. there are so many 'first time' experiences here.

childish

i knew i had done something wrong again. i thought it is forgiven, but it's NOT. how can i always make my fren going away from me. there're no more use to put all the blames on myself anymore coz it will never gain back the original frienship. ppl has had bad impression on u already wat he sees u are only coward, faker, gossiper, lier, black sheep, rascal, ne'er-do-well.... there's no more turning back. i should have realised that i'm a person like that. such a loser. i'm not going to debate anything. i'm not good in negotiation, not good in keeping secret, not good in holding love that ppl have shared, not good in telling bout my true feelings. shipping...shipping back the one wat we used to have, K? i don want to fall into black again, it's somewhat like a hell that u never have the easy chance to flee away. i enquire my life to be filled with laughs. laughs from the heart. see...it's so far away from me. i'm a derelict.....i'm boycotted?

life with pidc frens

i wanted to post all the pics tat i've taken since at KLIA but couldn't make use of my time. it's a bit out of heat to post all these pics now but, well, sharing is always the best.

taken b4 departed for india

my same bday fren

catcha!

way to international departure hall, uhu~

a staircase outside my room

old thing is pretty.

my first ping pong bat

lois so yeng

li gu! i got ur pic!

hong er is so cute

i really need to go back to my pre-planned time table, which is...make use of every single day for studying, jogging, photography, letter writing, novel reading... i think this is the reason y i couldn't get a well slumber every afternoon n night, i'm feeling sorry for my empty soul.

family in kl

days in kl before i departed for india. we were having a great time, friends and family IS always the greatest thing. they all enjoyed with the 50mm lens, i told pung kim, 'it makes u moving in the pic, can u see it?' but he said, 'well, it's moving meh?' anyway, i feel super happy with my new dslr, hope i can shoot more in india too.

going to watch 10,000 bc

so sad din focus well but i love her innocent look

ice kacang!

we were on a taxi to midvalley

first pic of qiu qiu in my cam

i cant stand it! keep it clean eh..

it's such a memorable..

when i had no models at home

my family in kl

tat's she.

goot posture lowen!

shoot from 4th floor of sunway apartment hostel

ppl say i look younger than her

blur~~~~

she's so photogenic, isn't she?

she seldom dream but the way she dreams is pretty kan.