gain time

ling-gu arose late this morning, so she din manage to accomplish the physio practical model exam.

guiltiness, regret, self-condemnation, lamentation, uneasiness, qualm.....have soaked me in.

staring at the hair clip on my laptop, it was such a nice scene to be caught. thus i took out my camera from the wardrobe n started to SNAP! it was so enjoyable using macro mode, from tiny one to medium one. finally i could apprehend the significances in adjusting the aperture n shutter speed.

here are some master pieces of the talented ling-gu, hahaha...


borrowed this from carmen, i like the little-but-not-noisy bells. got indian feeL?


hair clip from san nv, love it so much. best for weak & easy-loss hair.


calendar from ting Er!


calendar for carmen by me. got san nv's feel lar..haha! oh i'm influenced by u finally!


my little bear, bought in klcc with qiu qiu n li fong. miss them so much.

i wish i can repeat my horrible smile in the canteen's wash room with san nv, li gu n hong er again.
this interpret that, everything tat we see is fake, unreal n spurious. the genuine one is? our real soul
a bonanza from shien juin, haha.
hong er, the jelly will not disintegrate de la... u see!
彩虹天堂。
chocolate from GLoria! hurray! cram cram cram!

mickey mp3 from korea!! hurray! i have new mp3 some more is disney version!

DM paper

i used my glassware to cook noodles last night. i forgot that the glass will also exhibit expansion n contraction based on thermal induction. i removed the very hot glassware from the hotplate n put on the cold aluminium pantry table.."CRA...CK!" i really heard the cracking sound, it sounded cracking! quickly i got another bowl for my noodles before the glassware totally cracked. then i dumped my kristy-smelled glassware into the dustbin! i dumped it! it had accompanied my for months n i just dumped it in such a way.... "PLANK PLANK!" it was shattered into pieces..

taciturn.

this phenomenon reminded me bout the accident on a housewife in the 'final destination'. in the movie, she used a hot porcelain cup n got some cold water from the tap, she din realize the cup was cracking while she was dealing with her pc, the water leaked out from the fissure of the cup n dropped on the current-running monitor, next the pc burnt out, she then struggling around the kitchen looking for cloth wiper. next, she accidentally fell down n pulled along the knives on the table. the knives stabbed her! her destiny just ended like this. treacherously.

my roommate asked my to study hard therefore she said tat she'd accompanied me studying till late night. but i need to stay in room cannot lepak anywhere. me then spending most of the time online-chatting with frens who were located in domes nearby. san nv said she was eating chocolate. ppl who freak of choc like me was crazed for it, then san nv walked from her dome n delivered a bar of toblerone for me! so touching oh.. (ps:the toblerone is herself one, not from the secret person oh ;p) i crammed the whole choc! in yore, i could finished half of the largest toblerone (400g) at once ^^ tat's y i'm so heavy now.

i was blanked with DM paper when i read the essay n short note questions. wat the cold questions they gave.. i admonished myself, "if u don want to write u can go back to ur hostel now. if not, stay n write!!" although i dunno wat to write, bluffing might help me to score marks. so the whole papers are fulled of CRABS.

i just understood y our camaraderie is getting shallower. becoz i can never withstand the crank n camouflage of u.

oh feelings

we went to salem castle at the night of new year. not sure how many of us but there were US, a troop of half-going-mature ppl.

mr wil-er-son strongly suggested tat all the bloggers here must post their complaints bout the restaurant in the blog n we can post our comments on each other's blog, to shoot the lousiest restaurant!

okay, wat's wrong with salem castle? "do not judge a book by its cover." wat we saw from outside of the hotel was nice, but when we walked into the restaurant....

1. y the saturation of light like tat? show 5 fingers see only 3. so DISMAL!
2. we could see some STAIN n hangover left on the back side of table cloth.
3. the menu was TORN.
4. lists on the menu were nothing different with KUMARAN.
5. the service took u a hundred YEARS.
6. they served the vegetarians real MEAT!
7. the disinclination's dishes were fulled of NaCl n condiment! they want to hazard our kidneys!
8. we need a hundred years to get our BILLS.
9. they had BRAIN CONCUSSION in billing, we might have disbursed the extra.

so, whoever decide to go there must CONTEMPLATE twice oh!

there's still left one more day to study, ayisshh...wat was i doing these few weeks? i just know tat i'm addicted to san nv's room, if one day din go to their room sure feel awkward d. just don understand, good atmosphere? but my room is cleaner n more tidy wor, hahaha.

i really cant get myself into the text books! where is my cerebral cortex? i'm disoriented!

just had a hair-cut by bin er, first time let fren to cut my hair, n it was also the first time bin er cut gal's hair. i just love to take risk! yo risky rocks! not bad the hair cut, looked more 淑女 liao. haha.

we were arguing bout maturity in 6B during dinner. there's no a standard for maturity, this is wat hong er said. i cannot deny, but i have to agree that there's a level of maturity. everyone has diff level of maturity. is maturity related with personalities? or, do personalities affect the level of maturity of a person? i think we can write a dissertation on this topic edi, haha.

WHEN U WANT SOMETHING, DON DISSIMULATE THAT U DON WANT.

i don like sharing food with u....!(only li gu understand)

'the end of august' by Yanni is so nice.....

how to be mature?

so bad my half-the-way post was shut down. i cant remember wat i've written. so, i'd better write another topic.

woke up at 9 something this morning, slept back at 10am like tat after taking bfast. i seldom sleep back if i woke up late in the morning, then i had a lot of 'morning-mare' until 1pm. i hate dreaming!! i don want to dream during slumber!

WAT U DREAM REFLEX WAT U ARE.

really have no idea how to get back my study mood. i'm being so lazy since months ago, until my roommate nag me to study. i really dislike the person like me.

went to play table tennis with arthur them again this afternoon. i'm still the lousiest player, haha. really have no confident with myself.

i'm thinking, how to be a mature one? here are some of my side of views, to be a mature one, u...

1. do not get angry easily over a matter.
2. prepare to forgive other.
3. do not gossip.
4. have to be humour despite being sarcastic.
5. think out of the box.
6. can handle problem steadily.
7. do not get astonished.
8. do not get depressed easily.
9. think wat is more important.
10.keep secret.
11.do not speak harsh words.
12.love everyone, willing to help.
13.do not make urself drunk.
14.do not show off.
15.acknowledge urself every single moment.

uhmm...i think from the above, i can only do ONE out of the 15! so i still have 14 to go to be a mature person.

i must control my emotion, my love, my thoughts. i cannot simply get depressed or angry, i cannot fall in love with anyone other than him, i cannot think to the negative side. i must get more mature!! be mature!

okay, it's time for cooking now. i'll be back!

oh the clumsy one!

in the morning, tammy's msg woke me up. i almost forgot we got to go to coffee world for group study. coz i slept at very late last night, uhm..sorry is this early morning, i slept at 4:40am! my cells are growing badly soon! tammy, san nv n me went for bfast in canteen. we had poori! tat's the nicest indian food i consider. then we went to coffee world by otto. i was flashing back a lot of past things tat happened to me, it was like watching a movie, a rewinding movie.. i understood y the adults o'wes let their children to see the good sides of them, or, guide to correct one. parenthood is really important. thank u mom n dad. i love u.

wherever my footprints were, i could hardly see those previous dented floor.

LIVING IN THE PRESENT TENSE.

i ordered a cup of apple iced tea as i used to take some sips of it last time n i really liked it. it brings u into tender-sweet time!

we got study a bit, very bit only from anatomy. found tat many things i dunno n i have forgotten. i really need long memory! i'm feeling stressed now, i'm worrying so much bout my final yet 'm wasting time here..!

we got home at 5pm. it's time for ping pong!

ying er, han han, shawn, wilson, shien juin n me went for table tennis this afternoon. it seems like taking part in our routine edi, it's really fun playing table tennis.

i think i'm the worst player among them. but my fortune was there with me, i could hit back the ball nicely without flying up high anymore! feel so proud coupling with shien juin but i o'wes make my partner lose the game.. really don have enough confident myself, i'd be stucked when they started the game. however, feel so happy tat we won in the game! first time i won game in ball de sport!! coz i really have no fate with balls, i'm so scared of them, n i never catch them well in my hand.

shien juin suggested us to play a game. which is, involving all of the players. each of us took the turn around the table, like playing chasing game, u hit the ball when it's ur turn, then after hit the ball successfully, the ppl following by u will take the turn, n u have to go to another station n wait for ur turn. ppl who din manage to hit the ball will be out n at last leave 2 ppl playing, on each place. it came to a very panic situation when u couldn't get urself in the right place to hit the ball in time. and...when i ran to hit the ball, i slipped! and.....i fell on the floor like playing a slow motion movie. it hurt my hip n wrist, luckily i din hit my head on the table, it was so lucky... if not, i'd have ruined my brain n facial nerves.

arghh..there were so much to pai seh about this afternoon in that gym room. next, i screwed up in the game, i ran to the opponent's place n i dunno there just left me n shien juin in the game! next, next, next....i think i've done many pai-seh-ing things today!

x'mas in india

we were having the very great x'mas eve n x'mas in pidc hostel. b4 tat we were playing master n angel. my master is wilson n my angel is shawn. my master treat me better than my angel. my angel is born on the same day with me. my master is admired by someone. my master knew who was his angel when i helped him to hang the lucky leaf. i knew who was my master from the first thing he gave. via this game it seems like all the ppl getting closer n closer. but it'd be perfect if the game involved the whole batch. so sad tat some of them din get the chance to join.... feel so sorry for them. we smashed water on our master if they guess wrongly who's their angel. if we guessed wrongly, we ourselves will get the water smashed. we got to exchange x'mas gift with our angel n master on x'mas eve further on. i got very nice pressies from wilson n shawn, da soft toys really cute! later on, cyn tee called me to block 7 tat somebody wanted meet me. tat was shien juin! so unexpected he gave me a x'mas gift! i was....so surprise, so touched. quite drunk tat time after drinking some whisky with evan n thomas them. played badminton with bin er afterwards to cease my dizzy feeling, din know tat i can play better when get drunk! shien juin was very drunk n i thought he was shedding tears coz his eyes were so wet n red. on x'mas day, the next day, we had steamboat together at night. it'd be a perfect reunion dinner if the current did not get shocked. we needed to bring the induction pot to other place for current supplying n get back the pot to dome 6 again continue to eat.

after dinner continue did my biochem in san nv's room. nowadays, more n more ppl squeeze into her room. y? because she just bought something 'shawn-ing' from bangalore, a keyboard cost Rs12,000. felt so sleepy half the way doing the record book, it was 3am something edi. my determine had reached the limit, thus, i slept, though there were many ppl in the room, looking at the sleeping one.

i love pidc.

"God creates the desert so that man will appreciate the palm tree."






* shawn = 嚣张, because we have a fren, shawn, whose chinese name is 黄筱张.


here are some pics, part of my lives in pidc.

me n son nv!


me n my children!


arghh....i dunno how to shoot fireworks!


my DIY x'mas gift!


oh my master are so creative!


x'mas gift from shien juin


candy from bangalore by shien juin


international x'mas card, from siok siok!


this help my slumber...


my complete denture


i love windmill!


x'mas gift from master n angel


this is our x'mas wishing tree

what colour x'mas tree should u have?

You Should Have a White Christmas Tree

For you, the holidays represent joy and sprituality. The true meaning of Christmas is important to you - even if you're not religious. The holidays are a time of reflection for you. You like to spend time thinking about what's important in life. Your white tree would look great with: Bright, bold ornaments You should spend Christmas Eve watching: The Nativity Story What you should bake for Santa: Sugar cookies - served up with a tall glass of milk

What Color Christmas Tree Should You Have?

QuesTioNS

Rules:-Do this tag and answer all the questions into your own blog.-Delete one question from all the questions and add one of your own questions, make sure it is 20 questions.-Tag 8 persons.

Questions:

1. What was your dream when you were a small kid?
-to be a doctor

2. What is the happiest thing in your whole life?
-i cant remember, hanging out with family gua.

3. What do you wish to have now?
-i wish i can make use of my holiday n pass my final exam.

4. How should the world be seen?
-poor n rich.

5. What have you realized recently?
-i'm such a busy-body one.

6. Do you think a day which consist of 24 hours is enough for you?
-not enough for online and studying but enough for eating.

7. When you have something which you are unhappy about, what will you do?
-keep in heart, then forget it.

8. Are you afraid of losing?
-no, if i never lose, i'll never grow up.

9. Do you think that you feel helpless, or useless sometimes?
-yes.

10. What you want to do now?
-find someone to chat. perhaps sms-ing.

11. List out 3 kind of people you hate the most.
- ppl who make frens according to benefit
- back stabber
- faker

12. What is loneliness?
- when u dunno how to think out of the box.

13. Are you satisfied with your life now?
- more than enough.

14. When was the most recent time you felt touched?
-few days ago, from the movie mahatma gandhi.

15. Where is the place that you visited and you felt the most beautiful?
- pulau sapi!

16. Use 5 words to describe who you are.
- lazy chocolate-freak blur emotional

17. If you have one wish that’ll come true, what is it?
- i want my parents to live longer than me.

18. Do you have anything to worry or to be scared about recently?
- laziness.

19. If the World is going to end, what will you do?
- go for meditation.

20. Your biggest fear now?
- final exam.

8 Persons that i’ll tag..
1. min ren
2. qiu er
3. hong er
4. li gu
5.
6.
7.
8.

arghh...san nv u're making me perturbed now! i dunno who to tag liao, seems like not much of them will view this post, n most of them seems rarely blog.

kristy in the holiday mode

wow...kristy's back to blogger! yeahss! feel so happy i can blog again in blogspot. thanks li gu for the ultrasurf. was spending the whole day editting my blogspot with san nv, really need to thank her to find back my blogging mood. i'll avoid to post the negative one!

it's been really long time i never post anything bout my lives, feel tat i've lost a lot of memories. well, some good and memorable are still there in my cerebrum ^^

it's the 3rd day of the holiday. i've wasted 72 hours doing nothing meaningful, except finished some pages of the alchemist, and learnt some new words. i think it's a wise decision for not going anywhere during the holiday, or else i'll be out of budget $.$

however, felt so happy tat some of my frens came back from their trip in bangalore. dunno how come, felt a bit empty the days without them. seems like i really get used with their existency. laugher is o'wes be there. thanks cai shan's for the black choc and shien juin's rasberry-like candy, which really make me crowned!

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