the happy little kid

today is a good day! it's not just because of saturday, the most to be mentioned is my mood is good. =D

Happiness is something like....

having some bars of dark chocolates, or...

capturing some beautiful smiles, or...

stuffing ur stomach with a heavy breakfast, or....

laughing in the sky, or...

playing fireworks with ur frens, or...

looking how ppl appreciate each other, or...

sharing the same piece of cake with someone, or...

celebrating ur roommate's bday, etc.

there're so many things to be happy with. jot them down n they'll remind u how happiness works.

幼稚园的臭小孩

今天心情有点down，好像是因为昨晚没有睡好，加上一早出来就看见不想看到的人的脸色。总之，我还是没有办法理智地控制情绪。为什么她可以一下子对你很好，一下子对你这样冷淡，时常让我不受控制地在后面讲她的坏话。

渐渐地，我承认了自己的幼稚。

因为。。。。
幼稚的我，整天只会胡思乱想。

习惯被蛮多人认为是懒惰，不认真，不实际的我今天突然觉得这些眼光们很刺痛。本以为装疯卖傻是我的强项，其实这只是不切实际的大智若愚。当时我快要哭了~ (如果不需要看patho slide的话)

刚刚在珊女的blog看到这段熟悉的话，因为之前借了the secret给她，没有想到目前我也很需要鼓励和正面的想法。

"The reason you have to love YOU is because it is impossible to feel good if you don't love YOU. When you feel bad about yourself, you are blocking all the love and all the good that the Universe has for you."

我总是在清醒后又矛盾，矛盾后又清醒。今天和佛友在共修念经的时候，我一直想着要成为一个稳重的人，是很不容易的事情。因为我真是凡人中的凡人。如果你打我骂我讲我不理我，我一定会变成像大便一样的人，我一定整天在想自己有多么的糟糕。

anniversary

today is our 3rd month anniversary. as planned, it's the baskin robbin day. (argh..how come i always feel so hard to write the first paragraph of every blog!)

in the beautiful morning i asked carmen to teach me how to make a pancake. the basic things i knew was only mixing powder, water, eggs and sugar but didn't really know the actual consistency of the mixture. when carmen told me that i need to make the mixture thicker i kept arguing that a thinner mixture would be nicer. when i tried to fry the first few one, i found that i couldn't make them looked aesthetic! i was doubting my concept while tried to accept carmen's one, thus, she helped me to thicken the mixture. i felt so easy to fry afterwards. then carmen implied the chinese phrase on me, "tu la, i told u dy, 不听老人言，吃亏在眼前". well, i admit that sometime my stubbornness kills me. anyway, i was so happy that i've made something that suit shien-juin-who-calls-himself-the greatest-emperor his stomach, and it was such a pleasure to see his sweetie smiling face while having pancakes. =)

after pancakes, we went to town to have our Baskin Robbin day.

it tasted nice though it didn't look good. we had it with honey and vanila syrup. shien juin TGE accidentally spilled his honey over my head! we were watching 'fight club' and we stopped eating when we saw the part that the men who steal human's fat(from liposuction) from medical department accidentally scratched the plastic beg and all the thick lipids and blood squeezed out.

this is the card which TGE put on my desk secretly while i was frying pancakes. there is a rose bookmarked in between the pages.

the biggest paper rose that he made for me. but that cannot replace 50 small paper roses still la! anyway, i really appreciate wat he had done for me. a little action will earn much much point from me, because i know it's sincere.

bought this little globe from odyssey. actually i wished to have a globe since years ago but couldn't get a cheap one. this small size globe is just suitable to be placed on my desk and it cost only Rs50=RM4++

found this scrabble mini-cards in odyssey. i wished to have a scrabble set since i played it in IS few years ago. the cards are tiny and pretty. i'm going to force my frens to play with me soon!

i chose the left one for him and he chose the right one for me.

after we ordered our dinner in green park, we went to nilgiris, a new supermarket that TGE was so desperate to pay a foods shopping at. before we went there, we saw some balloons sold on the roadside. there were some love-shape balloons tied stick-like yellow balloon, so that u can hold the balloon with its stick. i was so thick face i asked TGE to buy one for me (being acting so crazy these few weeks). when we were in a toy shop, the stick suddenly burst and left the balloon became like this......

.....yeah it became like this... i felt so damn sad and full of dunno-how-come-ah-s. and then, when we were on the way back to hostel, we heard another pop sound.

all the remaining yellow balloon gone and left only the love-shape balloon. TGE kept consoling me that it's ok as long as the love-shape balloon still there when i was really sad bout wat had happened.

oh yeah finally we went to have our important date in baskin robbin ice cream shop in santham complex. although the place is really small, it's a place which full of wonderful memories with TGE.

we had triple scoops of ice cream, to which were very-berry-strawberry, lichie and my fav dark chocolate.

on this special day, i really appreciate that fate has been arranged as so i can meet u and find u as my very special one.

love u sweetheart~

feb baby

Feb

----------FEBRUARY BABY --------------------

Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract.

Intelligent and clever. Changing personality.
Attractive. Sexiest out of everyone.
Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest
And loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves
Freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves
Aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt.
Gets angry really easily but does not show it.
Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends
But rarely shows it. Horny. Daring and stubborn.
Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp.
Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the
Inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous.
Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.

yes i'm intelligent!

yes i'm romantic on the inside.

yes i am attractive!

yes i love making friends!

yes i'm ambitious!!

blablabla....

sorry it's just a boring post.

recall

i'm in such a weird mood to post some of my previous previous pics before i come to india. (should i add some sentences before this? not good in blogging, anyway ~.~)

i found that my face used to be so smooth compared to WAT i'm having now. pimples, blackheads, pores, dead skin, freckle, etc... am i aging ah? i cant accept that! y ya? it's because of the hard water here, must be. well, it's quite nice to review some old pictures in an aimless sunday afternoon.

i couldn't recall when did i take this picture but the thing i want to tell is i'm still wearing that farting-fish-t-shirt now which is annoying to someone's vision.

see how was my face being so smooth like milk and pink like monkey's butt.

on my 21st bday. no big party no balloons no feast but only cheers!
i like my bday to be so not important.


sis was leaving again to kl. she used to be a businesswoman oh.

we were on a parachute in pulau sapi my favourite island.

after those days, i went to kl.... which had affected my life so much.

it was on pumpkin's bday. that beg is with me still.

i was the leader of the foolishnesses.

y the colour is so nice ah?

cheers for the foolishnesses!

supper in secret recipe. when i stayed in tmn connaught.

my foolish roommate lowen the siu mang kai!

couldn't help!

it was non-of-anyone's bday but it was the foolish day.

when fitting room become our show time.

i'm the queen!

pumpkin always cant get rid of his red beans!

CNY card made for my dentist the boss.

had the family day with my boss, hear family and other colleagues.

the dentist's daughter. who always played with me when i was working at the reception.
couldn't recognise whether i was a baby-sitter or else.

when she n me had nothing to do?

working in such a place was so streeful and challenging. the dentist faced various kind of patients everyday. from the very young one to the very old one. from the very kind one to the very fussy one. i disliked doing suction but it was wat an assistant should do.


working with siti and kakak was just harmony.


when we had nothing to do again...

when the foolishness came back again.


roomies~~~ miss all those days when we were cooking, watching dramas, doing assignments together. wat would it be if i never leave u guys?

pizza hut in tmn connaught is the most beautiful one. and that was my last time having pizza there.

after they knew i decided to quit UCSI and leave for PIDC...

y this sign become so popular har?

luckily my face was not so big. otherwise i wont post it up here, hehehehe..

well, i was not studying at all in kl. online freak!!

my best fren chou qiu (name i gave). before i left for india... we were so young.

i didn't look like 21, right? hai luo hai luo restaurant~~

my sis got her hair permed that day.

well, i thought i'd be leaving for india the next day who knows the agent told me the wrong date of departure and i was informed only after i reached KLIA, which was at 5am!

and finally we were really leaving for india. see we looked? evan said i was slim before i came here and now i'm.....plump like hell.