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recently i'm being so lazy to eat i think because i'm being too relax, so boneless-ing.

i'll recall what i have done everyday. and when come to recall about it, i tell myself "it's ok, make use of tomorrow then."

so today i woke up at 11:30am, which was the latest ever in holidays. the reason was, last night i pinned a layer of blanket on my curtain to black out the room. therefore, it seemed like still in the early morning to which it was actually reaching noon time. [after woke up] aiya... daphne got up from her bed already! i had to tahan my shit for 30 min then!

as usual, i'm still sitting in front of my laptop for the whole day.........

i've tried to design my blog's header, i think it's quite nice to suit someone childish like me. =D see.. i never deny i'm childish. i cant accept the concept to 'act and talk like ur age'. if u're not mentally grown-up yet pls la... don act and talk like u-think-u're-so-mature can?

No Offense~

tried another set in polyvore again this afternoon. i could complete it a shorter time compared to last one!

i named it 'elegancy'.

cant wait li gu n sue jane to move to my dorm today. afterwards we can cook and play together easier, haha.. i hope we can make another edible cake tonight... y i always fail to bake a cake.. is it because of the wrong ingredients ratio? don care, must try until succeeded.

failed. matured outside immatured inside.

it was raining cats n dogs again and before it started to rain, i took a picture of the gloomy sky from my dark room.

oh ya, i had a first dinner with my new roommate, sue jane and andrew few days ago. the dinner was great! my room became smaller after rearrangement.

i cant wait for TheGE, hong er and san nv's return, i want to have a feast with them!

confident

finally i had a good slumber last night.. exercise is really important! (done aerobic and jogging with kying) i was thinking if it's friday before i got up from my bed. i just couldn't wait for the school to start, cos i want the hostel back to its normal atmosphere!

i was still considering it's friday.

i viewed some blogs while having my lazy b'fast, and found this 'polyvore' quite interesting which is introduced in wansim's blog. honestly i never have confident to design a set of outfit nor edit a photo cos i'll over-do it always, which ended up with a mess. yet i still gave myself a try. i'm not sure if i'll return back to polyvore again not. ><

i named it "Go Comfy Go Ladylike"

so there's a cheerful kinda ladylike and a gloomy kinda ladylike, haha. but it appeared in dark background in my polyvore profile, i dunno how to remove the background thus i just print-screen from the editing page and paste into my laptop. after trying it out i realised that to become a fashion designer really need a lotsssSS of talents and creative thoughts and time! and i shall appreciate those fashion magazines next time (cos i always flip through the poses n see the prices only).

oh ya, i spent about 2 n a half hours for it :S

went for swimming with sue jane, dahpne(my new roommate) and kying afterwards. we (unexperienced coaches) taught kying to float n swim. i think sue jane's teaching would be easier to understand n mine would be too abstract, cos i kept on saying "just imagine u can float and push ur body forward in the water.. etc."

there were only 4 of us in the pool and we had a great time. i never thought that i could do free style and back-stroke until i tried with sue jane, keke.. but it was very tiring compared to frog style, i think its calorie-burning is triple of my jogging one.

well, i'm going to have a good slumber tonight for sure. =D

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I had some bad slumbers these few days, I couldn’t get myself sleep properly to which I kept turning from one side to another side of the bed for so many times until I fell asleep, in the dawn! (I start making myself worried now; it sounds like I’m suffered from insomnia!) Maybe I was being too aware before falling asleep every night since the ‘incident’ which Tammy had met. I WANT A DEEP SLEEP A DEEP SLEEP!

Finally the seniors left Salem… It was so hard to describe my feeling I dunno whether I should be glad for them or feeling despair of their absences afterwards. I was still having myself blurred n seemed like loneliness starting to bound into my entire holidays. I tidied up and rearranged my room after they left. To kao tiam those stuff given by them was quite a tough work (they are still remained on the floor now, “gotta clear them up neat-freak!”).

Carmen n Priscilla (P-Lala) were feeling heavy to leave their twee friend Kristy. I was hardly to imagine how the days would be without them…

I’m feeling so grateful to have Carmen as my roommate since the first day in Salem PIDC. She has guided me a lot in academy. We have been watching dramas, cooking, baking, jogging, playing badminton, pillow-talking, gossiping, doing facial and studying together. She has been giving some wise opinions to me when I dunno how to make a decision. Her living concept has influenced me to spend money rationally and always do the important thing first. I really need some friends like her in my life =)

So I shall be more independent now. I must be hardworking and pass the final and meet them again after 6 months! Time flies right!

it was on P-Lala's bday.
we woke her up in the midnight.
carmen BAKED a chocolate cake for her.

i bought her a pair of baby socks n baby's chewing toy with penguin on both.

the next day, day before they left for msia, they cooked as many as possible.

yee vaa-the-dog-lover tied up the dogs' necks with red n blue ropes.
oh ya, there was one day one of the dogs ter-locked in her room when she went to town. the dog kept barking n scratching the door inside her room. when she came back, she found her laptop's adapter ter-biten..

oh i'm in the picture! carrying some seasoning n sauces.

i'll miss those time cooking with carmen very much :..(

Sarah burnt all her bank receipts, in case somebody make 'use' of it.

dunno who's room but this pic is quiet nice. taken by Yen.

all the dished we ate last night. so black~

i knew time flies... when i saw all those luggages.

maybe we just lost some talented seniors.
for boys, dota partners?

they were tying some luggages up there.

i think aka is the poorest person, she has to witness every batch's departure.

their snacks n foods on the journey to chennai airport, which would take them 8 hours.

they said if i cried they wouldn't go back.
sorry guys, i'm so hardly to cry.

signing out from hostel.

how sad to see it..

not everyone dare to act cute right..

they were really leaving... felt like losing a guidance.

she cried. while aka was appreciating her for taking care the dogs all this long.
she had even prepared the dinner for them before she left...

finally the bus gone.

wat left over from them... those room clean akas sure hated me so much, haha..

i've tried my best to stuff-in.

articulator from P-Lala..

weight scale from popo..

i found this in front of P-Lala's room. it's still new!

(copy the cartoon from someone's drawing profile)
i made this farewell card for carmen during midnight and thought i could hand to her when she went on bus who knew... i had forgotten!! so stupid! stupid ever the stupidest!

a dizzy day

finally the seniors finished their final exam yesterday afternoon, and i couldn't tell anyone how much i envy them! they will continue their 3rd year in Penang PIDC 2 months later and i still have half more year stucked in Salem.. i don mean that i hate this place in fact i like this place quite much maybe i'll even feel hard to leave here next time but i'm just so longing to be like those seniors who take their plane in the coming weekday and wave their hands to their juniors saying something like "see u after 6 months!" or "take care and study hard!" or... i just cant stand the remained 6 months i think.. i want to go back now x_x

i helped those seniors to take their pics with some lecturers like ma'am sudha, sima and monica. actually i don like to be any party's camera man because i'm not professional and i don want ppl to see and think me good in taking pics just because i own a DSLR. i don mind to take pics for others but "empty shell" 空壳子 feeling always fell on me, quite sad at some times actually.. aih! it's all because i'm such a lazy and useless person, never improve myself and waste a lot of time doing nothing. i always tell myself must read and study those photography magazines + some photography skills notes from kak but always ended up with "after today la..", "during weekends la...", "or during holiday la..", etc. i always feel so shame when i read kak's or yipi's blog, i see their photograph skills improved day by day and their pics reflect that i'm still on the beginning point of photography, so sad..

ok, back to the seniors' farewell with lecturers.. i helped them to take some group photos and individual photos with lecturer. i owned 3 cameras at the same time coz ma'am sudha and sima wanted their camera to shoot too. diff camera really have diff wide angles, i am glad that my cam's wide angle is the smallest! it was my first time seeing how child-behaving ma'am sudha was. she chased to apply the cake's cream onto the seniors' faces! they cheered with the lecturers with cups of soft drink and yelled "yummmMMM.........SHENnnnng......!!" at last, before they left the dental material lab, they requested ma'am sudha to announce her classical dismiss quote, "listen everyone, pack up ur things and leave!" the ending was full with laughters and happiness.

she's ma'am sudha.

the class rep presented the lakhsmi sweet to lecturers.

the lecturers prepared some snacks and cake for them.

monica is their fav lecturer.

done by sudha

she made some home desserts. (got pista flavour ah~.~)

yum sheng...!

she showed her dogs i think.

they asked her to repeat the dismiss quote.

manveer also kena.

same to xian hui.

all the way chasing them...

i was so dizzy and not feeling well since yesterday morning, felt like almost fainted when i walked out from li gu's room. after taking pics, i walked back alone.. missed TheGE quite much when walked pass the anapoorani pharmacy, which we always bought ice creams at after lab practicals. felt quite goosebumped when passed by the bridge where tammy used to smell the 'spirit' at ~.~

jane looked for me to chat yesterday afternoon and we looked for andrew and asked for chocolate coz i thought maybe chocolate could kill the dizziness, hehe..

we got ourselves prepared at 7pm and went to ma'am banu's pre-wedding reception. the hall was quite grand compared to last few i went before. the foods were quite nice maybe i was too hungry. as usual, the foods were prepared on a big banana leaf (if not mistaken) and each banana leaf contain 2 parathas, a scoop of fried rice, another scoop of curd rice, some potato chips, gobi 65 and of course plenty of sambal + bla bla paste + bla bla sauce. i ate the fried rice with my left hand and all the local ppl who sat opposite to me kept looking at me weirdly. (coz i use right hand to wash butt one!!)

took quite lot of pics but nothing seem improved in my pics still. i always think that if for another person he or she might make use of the place to take gorgeous pics like ppl normally cant. anyway, i'm going to improve myself from now! we'll see...

taking the van back to hostel was a bit hard time for me coz my dizziness + the foods just eaten made me felt like vomiting. some more felt so darn envy with those seniors they kept on talking bout their feeling after exams and things to do after exam bla bla bla... well, i just kept quite coz if i joined i'd fall into motion sickness.

they dressed up so nice~ in front of the hall.

there were some kids playing in the huge-air-filled "toy".

i was trying to capture the pic of the little boy but suddenly the gal jumped into the frame.

they had live song playing oh~

oops..over-exposure..

just felt the expression of bryan was so funny.
is this considered a candid photograph?

the videographer shoot me n i caught his flares.

i have no idea wat was she doing on the floor with the fruits, perhaps blessing?

dr. warun n his wife dr. monica.

oh finally i appeared!

there's a very long water sink with numerous water tapsssS.

got feel~

a long queue of dinner

he served us sambal

all the kids ran away when they climbed on it.

oh i appeared again!

i dunno they could play!

i was flashing back those moments playing scrabble with TheGE, there were so much fun and upset times. sometime i was very angry and 'gia su' that i had no good cards and lose to him n asked to replay the game again. sometime he changed his cards or checked dictionary secretly, briefly describe, he cheated and 'main busuk'. well, i was glad that sometime i won him! coz his english is so damn good. i'm looking forward his return and play again! shuk ting also played with me before she left for new delhi.

i think this it is the first time i won him, muahaha...

luckily he din found this...

few days ago there was raining cats n dogs. the hostel was flooded! no la...only the plants.

view outside my window